so i think my family looks at my blog more than i do. well i guess that's obvious because i've only written on it two times. but i have time now, and i've been harrassed a lot-so here is my contribution. lots and lots has been going on lately so i'll try to update.
* i just had my final today so i'm officially done with the first half of the first semester of nursing school! whooooo hoooooo. except, i got a B. i guess that's okay, i deserve it. my test grades were a 90, 91, 78, 89. that 78 really brought me down. but its done and thats all i care about! so now whoever wants to know about the fundamentals of nursing related to adult health, i'm your girl!
* on the nursing note... i gave my first shot the other week! all i really have to say to sum this up is that you should just be happy that it wasn't you. i was really nervous, but in the end all went well. he said he couldn't even feel it, but after i darted in the needle my hand was shaking so bad i couldn't plunge in the medicine in so the needle was just bending side to side. YIKES! even writing about what happened sounds like it hurts. good thing he was obese and was getting the shot in his belly :)
* another nursing note...i cried about a patient for the first time. i'm proud of myself that it wasn't in front of him or anyone...it was in the privacy of my own home. my clinicals have been a very eye opening experience. i work on the medical/surgical floor with mostly orthopedic patients. i guess i thought my experience would be much different, like a guy that broke his knee or something. but instead, its a guy who has a broken knee, end stage liver disease, hepatitis c, chronic respiratory failure, failing kidneys, and all his organs are swollen so his belly is like a big balloon, and oh yeah, he has lesions allllll over his body that are constantly bleeding because his blood wont clot. and one more thing...he's just over 50. everyday before we go into the hospital we have to write a big report about the history of our patients...and that is when i started crying. i feel like such a loser when i complain about cramps. he was dying...he may already be dead for all i know, i haven't seen or heard about him since i was there 2 weeks ago. i just couldn't believe it. this isn't like a one time ordeal....most patients in the hospital are suffering from several things.
* on a lighter note now....i love jeff! he's so great :) nothing new is going on with us, but i'm still happy!
* i have a new job. i've actually had it for about a month, but i guess its new from last blog. i sit at a desk and check out media equiptment to professors at ACC. but i work from 4-9, so there aren't tons of classes. hopefully now that i remember i have a blog i'll contribute to it more. this job is so great, i really don't do anything. i sit here and do all my homework. it really is a huge blessing because it allows me to actually have a little free time. here is my schedule now...
mon: work at job 1 from 11-3
work at job 2 from 3:30-9
workout from 9:30 - 11
tue: NOTHING :)
workout sometime during the day
wed: work at job 1 from 11-3
work at job 2 from 3:30-9
workout 9:30-11
thu: clinical 6:30-1:30
try to workout sometime...usually i'm really tired
fri: clinical 6:30-1:30
work at job 2 from 4-9
workout 9:30-11
* as you see, i have a new hobby....working out. i am trying my very best to finally get my butt in gear about my weight. and i think it is going great. being at the gym has been awesome. i workout, then go sit in the steam room, then i shower and go home to my warm bed. it has truly allowed me to unwind a ton! i feel like i'm nonstop most of the time, so it allows me to slow down, get away from everyone, and take care of myself. this is a new concept to me. my previous roommate danielle would be really proud of me. see, this is a concept she practices, but i never understood. the second she'd get home i'd be like "hey, whatcha doin, what do you wanna do tonight....blah blah blah...." and she'd just be like "LEAVE ME ALONE JUST FOR A MINUTE!!!!" but now, i really appreciate my time alone.
* i also now have an apartment all on my own. this was a new thing for me because i've always had a roommate. i was nervous at first, and that is why i moved into the complex across the street from jeff. it makes me feel a little safer. but i do have a funny/scarey story. i was driving home and there was this man walking on the side of the road (but within my apartments parking lot). i was thinking "oh thats nice, he's out for a night time stroll". then i noticed he started to stumble a little as my car was approaching him. as i drove by he started screaming something at my car and chasing after me. i quickly turned the corner, parked, and BOOKED it up the stairs to my apartment. i immediately called jeff cause i was freaked out he saw where i went or something. so being the great boyfriend that jeff is, he drove over and did a couple circles around the parking lot, but he never did find the crazy screaming man. so hence, i'm glad he lives across the street :)
* i got a cat! her name is charley and she is great. she is really popular so far with my friends and family, and she far exceeds the kindness of fASSbuten and peek. she does have her claws, but she only uses them in kind ways...like to say "please continue petting me", or "i think your hair is really fun to play with".....needless to say, the skin on my hands and arms are still intact, which is more than i can say about my visit to stacy's place.
* some of you may know my good friend Bu. well, i'm watching her right now too for spring break, so charley and her met last night. Bu totally ignores charley, (actually jeff said that bu just probably can't see charley), and charley freaked out. she hissed only a couple times, but she puffs all up and starts growling and arching her back. seriously, i don't think bu even knows that charley exists. when i get my camera back from my parents house i will try to attach some pictures of both Bu and Charley. it will be a crazy animal house and my parents over springbreak. here is the list of pets present:
Butch
Vada
Al
Emma
Coda
Charley
Bu
i guess it will just sort of be like we're at the orendors :)
i can't think of much else that is going on right now, but hopefully this will update you all. see ya when i see ya
PEACE